http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kll7sB6fyPc
Johnny Depp on 48 Hours -The West Memphis 3
http://www.cbsnews.com/video/watch/?id=7381436n
Voices for Justice Rally Little Rock (Eddie Vedder, Johnny Depp and Patti Smith Wing)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XtoBWq3nXw&feature=fvwrel
http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1669402/eddie-vedder-west-memphis-3-freed.jhtml
Excerpt:
Aug 19 2011 3:50 PM EDT 9,276
Eddie Vedder Watches As West Memphis 3 Freed
Dixie Chicks' Natalie Maine also on hand to see three men plead guilty and walk free.
With such celebrity supporters as Pearl Jam singer Eddie Vedder and the Dixie Chicks' Natalie Maines on hand to watch the proceedings, Damien Echols (36), Jason Baldwin (34) and Jessie Misskelley Jr. (36) were set free thanks to a legal maneuver called an "Alford Plea" in which the three men pleaded guilty while still maintaining their innocence as they acknowledged that prosecutors had enough evidence to convict them.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Johnny_Depp
Excerpts:
The family moved frequently during Depp's childhood, and he and his siblings lived in more than 20 different locations, settling in Miramar,[9] Florida, in 1970. In 1978, Depp's parents divorced.[9] His mother married, as her second husband, Robert Palmer (died 2000), whom Depp called "an inspiration to me".[10] He engaged in self-harm as a child, due to the stress of dealing with family problems. He has seven or eight self-inflicted scars. In a 1993 interview, he explained his self-injury by saying, "My body is a journal in a way. It's like what sailors used to do, where every tattoo meant something, a specific time in your life when you make a mark on yourself, whether you do it yourself with a knife or with a professional tattoo artist".[11]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Johnny_Depp
Excerpts:
Early life
Childhood
Depp was born in Owensboro, Kentucky, the son of John Christopher Depp, Sr., a civil engineer, and his wife, the former Betty Sue Wells, a waitress.[5] He has one brother, Daniel, who is a novelist, and two sisters, Christie (now his personal manager) and Debbie. The Depp family in the United States began with a French Huguenot immigrant, Pierre Deppe or Dieppe, who settled in Virginia around 1700,[6] part of a refugee colony situated above the falls on the James River. The actor has also surmised that he is part Native American, saying in 2011, "I guess I have some Native American [in me] somewhere down the line. My great-grandmother was quite a bit of Native American, she grew up Cherokee or maybe Creek Indian. Makes sense in terms of coming from Kentucky, which is rife with Cherokee and Creek."[7][8]The family moved frequently during Depp's childhood, and he and his siblings lived in more than 20 different locations, settling in Miramar,[9] Florida, in 1970. In 1978, Depp's parents divorced.[9] His mother married, as her second husband, Robert Palmer (died 2000), whom Depp called "an inspiration to me".[10] He engaged in self-harm as a child, due to the stress of dealing with family problems. He has seven or eight self-inflicted scars. In a 1993 interview, he explained his self-injury by saying, "My body is a journal in a way. It's like what sailors used to do, where every tattoo meant something, a specific time in your life when you make a mark on yourself, whether you do it yourself with a knife or with a professional tattoo artist".[11]
Comments on U.S.
In 2003, Depp's comments about the United States appeared in Germany's Stern magazine: "America is dumb, is something like a dumb puppy that has big teeth — that can bite and hurt you, aggressive."[65] Although he later asserted that the magazine misquoted him and the quotation was taken out of context, Stern stood by its story, as did CNN.com in its coverage of the interview. CNN added his remark that he would like his children "to see America as a toy, a broken toy. Investigate it a little, check it out, get this feeling and then get out."[66] The July 17, 2006 edition of Newsweek reprinted the "dumb puppy" quotation, verbatim, in the context of a Letter to the Magazine. Depp has also disagreed with subsequent media reports that he says paint him as a "European wannabe", saying that he likes the anonymity of living in France and his simpler life there.[65]http://eating-disorder-information.com/selfinjury.php
Excerpt:
Many famous stars have had the courage to talk about their struggles and have admitted to having self-injurious behaviour, some have recovered, some have not.
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Actress Angelina Jolie, who also struggled with an eating disorder in her younger years, spoke publicly about her experiences with self-injury and that she used to hurt herself as a way of coping. "I went through a period when I felt trapped, cutting myself because it felt like I was releasing something."
Actor Johnny Depp acknowledged that he hurt himself physically at a young age because of his insecurities and family problems. He has about seven or eight scars from practicing self-harm.
Irish actor Colin Farrell spoke about his self-injurious behaviours, including ripping out his own hair in moments of torment.
"Garbage" singer Shirley Manson went public with her experiences with self-harm because she wants to help others with sharing her story.
Princess Diana, who also struggled with an eating disorder, admitted in a television interview that she intentionally cut her arms and legs.
Actress Christina Ricci, who also struggled with anorexia, admitted to cutting herself in the past. "I'd be upset, so I'd do it, and it would calm me down. It's a horrible way to feel better."
Singer and songwriter Fiona Apple, who also developed anorexia after being raped at the age of twelve, used to harm herself in the past.
http://www.canadafreepress.com/index.php/articles-health/27413
Excerpt:
A prime example is the late Princess Diana, who witnessed the divorce of her parents, was shuttled between households and later bound by an unhappy marriage to Prince Charles. She then shocked the world in 1995 during a television interview with the BBC, revealing that she was a self-injurer having cut her arms and legs. She explained “You have so much pain inside yourself that you try and hurt yourself on the outside because you want help”.
In “Diana Her True Story”, a biography about her life, she admits she had often thrown herself against a glass cabinet at Kensington Palace, slashed her wrist with a razor blade and a serrated lemon slicer. Once during an argument with Prince Charles she cut her wrist and thighs with a pen knife. On another occasion, during a plane flight, she locked herself in the bathroom, cut her arms and smeared the blood on the cabin walls and seats.
When patients are asked why they self mutilate they provide a number of different reasons. One remarked poetically, “I know it’s wrong, but it feels so right, so I’ll just add another scar tonight”. Others say it gives them a sense of control over their body. Or as Tracy Thompson wrote in “The Beast: A Reckoning With Depression” that “It’s better to inflict injury on myself than let other people do it”.
self harm awareness
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FZ-EmyQY3g&feature=fvwrel
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2011/08/19/national/main20094671.shtml
Excerpt:
JONESBORO, Ark. - Three men convicted in the nightmarish slayings of three Cub Scouts went free Friday, nearly two decades after they were sent to prison in a case so gruesome it raised suspicions the children had been sacrificed in a Satanic ritual.
Doubts about the evidence against the trio had persisted for years and threatened to force prosecutors to put on a second trial in 2012.
Instead, the so-called West Memphis Three were permitted to plead guilty to murder in exchange for time served, ending a long long-running legal battle that had raised questions about DNA and witnesses — and attracted support from celebrities such as Johnny Depp and Eddie Vedder.
"Although I am innocent, this plea is in my best interest," Misskelley said.
Echols had been on Arkansas' death row and in 1994 came within three weeks of execution. All three men were placed on 10 years' unsupervised probation. If they re-offend, they could be sent back to prison for 21 years.
Release "overwhelming" for West Memphis Three
PINK Less than Perfect
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5BpS44bzA0&feature=related
Monday, October 17, 2011
Food for thought
Noelle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6m7o6cwOdU (my oldest daughter's name is Noelle) ...calI Made Her Because I Love Her”
Author, Anonymous
I made her…she is different. She is unique.
With love I formed her in her mother’s womb.
I fashioned her with great joy.
I remember with great pleasure the day I created her.
I love her smile. I love her ways. I love to hear her laugh
And the silly things she says and does.
She brings me great pleasure. This is how I made her.
I made her pretty and not beautiful.
I wanted her to search out her heart and learn that
it would be ME in her that would make her beautiful…
And it would be Me that would draw others to her.
I made her in such a way that she would need me.
I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be…
Only because I need for her to learn and depend on Me.
I know her heart. I know that if I had not made her like this,
She would go her own chosen way
And forget Me…her Creator.
Because I love her, I have seen her broken heart…
and the tears she cried alone.
I have cried with her and had a broken heart too.
Many times she has stumbled and fallen alone…
Only because she would not hold my hand.
So many lessons she’s learned the hard way
because she would not listen to My voice.
So many times I have sat back and sadly
watched her go her merry way alone…
Only to watch her return to my arms,
sad and broken.
And now she is Mine again.
I made her, and I bought her…
Because I love her.
I have to reshape and remold her
To renew her to what I planned for her to be
It has not been easy for her or for Me.
I want her to be conformed to My image.
This high goal I have set for her…
Because I love her.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/celebritynews/4947063/Singer-Gloria-Estefan-says-CIA-tried-to-recruit-her-as-a-spy.html
Excerpt:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6m7o6cwOdU (my oldest daughter's name is Noelle) ...calI Made Her Because I Love Her”
Author, Anonymous
I made her…she is different. She is unique.
With love I formed her in her mother’s womb.
I fashioned her with great joy.
I remember with great pleasure the day I created her.
I love her smile. I love her ways. I love to hear her laugh
And the silly things she says and does.
She brings me great pleasure. This is how I made her.
I made her pretty and not beautiful.
I wanted her to search out her heart and learn that
it would be ME in her that would make her beautiful…
And it would be Me that would draw others to her.
I made her in such a way that she would need me.
I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be…
Only because I need for her to learn and depend on Me.
I know her heart. I know that if I had not made her like this,
She would go her own chosen way
And forget Me…her Creator.
Because I love her, I have seen her broken heart…
and the tears she cried alone.
I have cried with her and had a broken heart too.
Many times she has stumbled and fallen alone…
Only because she would not hold my hand.
So many lessons she’s learned the hard way
because she would not listen to My voice.
So many times I have sat back and sadly
watched her go her merry way alone…
Only to watch her return to my arms,
sad and broken.
And now she is Mine again.
I made her, and I bought her…
Because I love her.
I have to reshape and remold her
To renew her to what I planned for her to be
It has not been easy for her or for Me.
I want her to be conformed to My image.
This high goal I have set for her…
Because I love her.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
God and mystuffs
In my dream one night God
appeared. He seemed puzzled.
He spoke to me in a gentle
voice and asked me why I
didn't have faith in him.
I'm sure I looked shocked.
My expression must have
been complete awe.
I looked at him and smiled
and shared that I thought
HE knew every thought I had.
He grinned and admitted that
HE had a lot on His plate and
didn't always know everything
running thru the minds of the
billions of people on earth.
I laughed and looked HIM
straight in the eye. BTW,
HE has wonderfully caring eyes
and indeed the old saying that
the eyes are the mirrors of the
soul IS TWUE. I've gazed into
similar eyes when I've gazed into
my children's and g'kids
and this
time I knew that they did indeed
get their eyes from their FATHER.
Anyways, back on topic here. I
still have a hard time believing
that HE didn't realize my faith.
(I'm still pretty sure HE knows
all and was just testing me earlier.)
I teared up a bit and trembled as I shared with
HIM.
SIR, I have never doubted, I
have always had complete and
total faith in YOU. It was me
that I didn't trust, it was me
that I questioned.I always knew
that YOU were there.I always
knew that YOU loved me especially
after YOU sent me my first born.
advanced /www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MUP9EUCE74
I always knew that I would one
day do YOUR work when YOU were
ready to give my stuffs over to me,
when I had learned that I could
trust me to know YOU well enough
to do YOUR stuffs.I had to learn
first how to trust YOUR faith in me.
We All Bleed Red Ronnie Dunn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f92mfrEu1Xc
appeared. He seemed puzzled.
He spoke to me in a gentle
voice and asked me why I
didn't have faith in him.
I'm sure I looked shocked.
My expression must have
been complete awe.
I looked at him and smiled
and shared that I thought
HE knew every thought I had.
He grinned and admitted that
HE had a lot on His plate and
didn't always know everything
running thru the minds of the
billions of people on earth.
I laughed and looked HIM
straight in the eye. BTW,
HE has wonderfully caring eyes
and indeed the old saying that
the eyes are the mirrors of the
soul IS TWUE. I've gazed into
similar eyes when I've gazed into
my children's and g'kids
and this
time I knew that they did indeed
get their eyes from their FATHER.
Anyways, back on topic here. I
still have a hard time believing
that HE didn't realize my faith.
(I'm still pretty sure HE knows
all and was just testing me earlier.)
I teared up a bit and trembled as I shared with
HIM.
SIR, I have never doubted, I
have always had complete and
total faith in YOU. It was me
that I didn't trust, it was me
that I questioned.I always knew
that YOU were there.I always
knew that YOU loved me especially
after YOU sent me my first born.
advanced /www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MUP9EUCE74
I always knew that I would one
day do YOUR work when YOU were
ready to give my stuffs over to me,
when I had learned that I could
trust me to know YOU well enough
to do YOUR stuffs.I had to learn
first how to trust YOUR faith in me.
We All Bleed Red Ronnie Dunn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f92mfrEu1Xc
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/celebritynews/4947063/Singer-Gloria-Estefan-says-CIA-tried-to-recruit-her-as-a-spy.html
Excerpt:
Singer Gloria Estefan says CIA tried to recruit her as a spy
The American Idol star Gloria Estefan has disclosed that the CIA once tried to recruit her as a spy.
Cuban-born singer Estefan, 52, said she was approached by the Central Intelligence Agency to become an undercover agent because of her language skills.
At the time the young singer was working as an interpreter for US Customs at Miami International airport.
"They realised I was someone who could pass as a regular person without raising any eyebrow," she told the Miami Herald.
"So the CIA approached me and wanted me to train in their Atlanta HQ," she added.
Estefan, who is fluent English, Spanish and French, was reluctant to take the job, as her father had worked for the Cuban government.
Her father, Jose Fajardo, once worked as a bodyguard for Cuban President Fulgencio Batista, and had been imprisoned in Cuba after being captured at the Bay of Pigs Invasion in 1961.
Fajardo later fled to Florida, where he was granted citizenship and then enlisted in the US army to fight in Vietnam.
The Words Get In The Way Gloria Estavan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdZ4SeK3Gos
Crimson The Color of Blood
The slow drip...... the next slash, the stream.... and then the
smell.
Crimson until it turns dark brown then black on the towel, on the
chair, on the rug.
The puddle and then the stain grows.
It's fascinating watching the life drip drip drip at first then spurt
then it fades.
I care no more to stop it, it continues to drain the life force from
me and I feel faint..........
I only want the nothingness now. The pain of it all is too much and
the color of red seems to fill my every sense. I hear the heart
pound....... I feel the weakness, I smell the odor and I taste the
blood in my mouth. I see the dark dark color of it all around.
I feel the life flowing out of me.
Now I'm awake again and the bandages cannot be seen this time. The
places of the wounds aren't visible now as the white night gown
covers them. The white of the sheets cover the gown and the redness
is covered with the white bandages.
Where am I? How did I get here? She says I called to say good-bye
as the pain was too much but I don't remember. She says she was on
the phone with me when I passed out. Why, I asked did you call? You
knew of my pain. You knew of my ache.
"You called to say good-bye and I wasn't ready for you to leave me to
go forward without you. I was selfish. I wanted you here with me to
continue teaching me and helping me to help myself. You loved me
when others didn't. You believed in me when others didn't. You held
the hope for me when I couldn't hold it for myself. I want to do
that for you now."
"But I don't want it back. I don't want the hope again only to have
it stricken from me over and over. I cannot believe again as it
hurts too much. If it happens again, let me go. If I call, please
say good-bye and let me go. If it's selfish, I'm sorry, but the pain
is too much. I cannot do enough to make the pain go away. I cannot
heal enough not to feel the pain. I want to go home where it's quiet
and tranquil and there is nothing..... I want to leave this place for
it isn't a place for gentle spirits. I cannot continue to fight,
it's too much....... Please, let me go and plant a rose for me as my
spirit flies away where a breeze blows and a star shines. Love me
enough to let me go."
Fajardo later fled to Florida, where he was granted citizenship and then enlisted in the US army to fight in Vietnam.
The Words Get In The Way Gloria Estavan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdZ4SeK3Gos
Crimson The Color of Blood
The slow drip...... the next slash, the stream.... and then the
smell.
Crimson until it turns dark brown then black on the towel, on the
chair, on the rug.
The puddle and then the stain grows.
It's fascinating watching the life drip drip drip at first then spurt
then it fades.
I care no more to stop it, it continues to drain the life force from
me and I feel faint..........
I only want the nothingness now. The pain of it all is too much and
the color of red seems to fill my every sense. I hear the heart
pound....... I feel the weakness, I smell the odor and I taste the
blood in my mouth. I see the dark dark color of it all around.
I feel the life flowing out of me.
Now I'm awake again and the bandages cannot be seen this time. The
places of the wounds aren't visible now as the white night gown
covers them. The white of the sheets cover the gown and the redness
is covered with the white bandages.
Where am I? How did I get here? She says I called to say good-bye
as the pain was too much but I don't remember. She says she was on
the phone with me when I passed out. Why, I asked did you call? You
knew of my pain. You knew of my ache.
"You called to say good-bye and I wasn't ready for you to leave me to
go forward without you. I was selfish. I wanted you here with me to
continue teaching me and helping me to help myself. You loved me
when others didn't. You believed in me when others didn't. You held
the hope for me when I couldn't hold it for myself. I want to do
that for you now."
"But I don't want it back. I don't want the hope again only to have
it stricken from me over and over. I cannot believe again as it
hurts too much. If it happens again, let me go. If I call, please
say good-bye and let me go. If it's selfish, I'm sorry, but the pain
is too much. I cannot do enough to make the pain go away. I cannot
heal enough not to feel the pain. I want to go home where it's quiet
and tranquil and there is nothing..... I want to leave this place for
it isn't a place for gentle spirits. I cannot continue to fight,
it's too much....... Please, let me go and plant a rose for me as my
spirit flies away where a breeze blows and a star shines. Love me
enough to let me go."
Her name is Amber and I met her while working in the mental health field.
She was 22 when we met and she is the most incredibly beautiful young woman you can imagine. She has the natural beauty that isn't found every day and she is totally unaware of it.
We became really close and I must admit I loved mothering her. She loved it as well and we had fun once a week for 2 months.
I have to share this although I'm not sure why.....
hee hee.......... maybe just a woman thingy, eh?
When I arrived to Amber's apartment that first day, her hair was beautifully blonde and I was sure it was her natural color. The next week, when I got there, her hair was black...... and whatever the reason for sharing this, THIS YOUNG WOMAN looked natural in both extremely different colors???????? (Now, go figure, I thought because of a person's skin tone that this was impossilbe........ but found that not to be so.)
..........back on topic
Amber had joined the Army reserves a year and a half before our meeting as the economy was very bad and she had trouble finding a job and keeping an apartment.
Amber had a daughter when she was very young and in order to join the reserves, Amber had to sign away her rights as a mother. (I didn't know whether or not to believe that but after researching it after our last visit, I found it is very prevalent in today's world that young people do this.) Don't get me wrong, I didn't think Amber would lie to me but I just thought it outrageous that it was a requirement.
Amber shared that she was fine with the adoption of her daughter as the couple lived in Scottsdale AZ and could give her a wonderful life.
I noticed on my first visit that Amber had tattoos and I inquired about them. She teared up and shared that she felt compelled to tattoo her young daughter's name every chance she got. She had many tats with her daughter's name and one or two others, if I remember correctly, one was a rose.
On my second visit Amber had on a pair of shorts. There again was a tattoo of her daughter on her leg........... Amber shared that her money had run out for tattoos and she felt compelled to carve her daughter's name into her leg. (The really frightening part was that the baby's name was totally legible and very large.)
I had an extra journal in my car and I gave it to Amber. Little did I know that she would decorate it so beautifully by the next visit. It had wonderful photos of Amber and her daughter. (I was stunned as the journal looked truly as if a professional had done it.) The photos of her daughter and Amber made me totally sad as her child looked like a clone of Amber.
I bought her some pens, glitter and glue and gave her another journal before we finished our sessions. She made some incredible books and she was a genius at crafts.
Amber had been sent to me as a peer as she had been hospitilized in a coma from ODing. She had done terrible damage to her organs and was not expected to live. Upon coming out of the coma, she overheard her mother ask her doctor why he had revived Amber.
I wrote this poem before meeting with Amber but felt it appropriate to dedicate it to her now.
Oh, and BTW, before ODing, Amber had been discharged from the reserves after boot camp with a medical discharge........ she shared with me some of her experiences at boot camp and if I can bear to write about them at a later date, I'll try and share some of those with you all.
When I hear all the horrible stories now that women in the reserves have had to endure I know they are true.
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